Am I an Addict?
IP #7

This is NA Fellowship-approved literature.
Copyright © 1983, 1988 by
Narcotics Anonymous World Services, Inc.
All rights reserved.

Only you can answer this question.

This may not be an easy thing to do. All through our usage, we told ourselves, “I can handle

it.” Even if this was true in the beginning, it is not so now. The drugs handled us. We lived to

use and used to live. Very simply, an addict is a person whose life is controlled by drugs.

Perhaps you admit you have a problem with drugs, but you don’t consider yourself an addict.

All of us have preconceived ideas about what an addict is. There is nothing shameful about being

an addict once you begin to take positive action. If you can identify with our problems, you may

be able to identify with our solution. The following questions were written by recovering addicts

in Narcotics Anonymous. If you have doubts about whether or not you’re an addict, take a few

moments to read the questions below and answer them as honestly as you can.

1. Do you ever use alone? Yes No

2. Have you ever substituted one drug for another, thinking that

one particular drug was the problem? Yes No

3. Have you ever manipulated or lied to a doctor

to obtain prescription drugs? Yes No

4. Have you ever stolen drugs or stolen to obtain drugs? Yes No

5. Do you regularly use a drug when you wake up or when you go to bed? Yes No

6. Have you ever taken one drug to overcome the effects of another? Yes No

7. Do you avoid people or places that do not approve of you using drugs? Yes No

8. Have you ever used a drug without knowing what it was

or what it would do to you? Yes No

9. Has your job or school performance ever suffered

from the effects of your drug use? Yes No

10. Have you ever been arrested as a result of using drugs? Yes No

11. Have you ever lied about what or how much you use? Yes No

12. Do you put the purchase of drugs ahead of

your financial responsibilities? Yes No

13. Have you ever tried to stop or control your using? Yes No

14. Have you ever been in a jail, hospital,

or drug rehabilitation center because of your using? Yes No

15. Does using interfere with your sleeping or eating? Yes No

16. Does the thought of running out of drugs terrify you? Yes No

17. Do you feel it is impossible for you to live without drugs? Yes No

18. Do you ever question your own sanity? Yes No

19. Is your drug use making life at home unhappy? Yes No

20. Have you ever thought you couldn’t fit in or have a good time

without drugs? Yes No

21. Have you ever felt defensive, guilty, or ashamed about your using? Yes No

22. Do you think a lot about drugs? Yes No

23. Have you had irrational or indefinable fears? Yes No

24. Has using affected your sexual relationships? Yes No

25. Have you ever taken drugs you didn’t prefer? Yes No

26. Have you ever used drugs because of emotional pain or stress? Yes No

27. Have you ever overdosed on any drugs? Yes No

28. Do you continue to use despite negative consequences? Yes No

29. Do you think you might have a drug problem? Yes No

“Am I an addict?” This is a question only you can answer. We found that we all answered

different numbers of these questions “Yes.” The actual number of “Yes” responses wasn’t as

important as how we felt inside and how addiction had affected our lives.

Some of these questions don’t even mention drugs. This is because addiction is an insidious

disease that affects all areas of our lives—even those areas which seem at first to have little to do

with drugs. The different drugs we used were not as important as why we used them and what

they did to us.

When we first read these questions, it was frightening for us to think we might be addicts.

Some of us tried to dismiss these thoughts by saying:

“Oh, those questions don’t make sense;”

Or,

“I’m different. I know I take drugs, but I’m not an addict. I have real emotional/family/job

problems;”

Or,

“I’m just having a tough time getting it together right now;”

Or,

“I’ll be able to stop when I find the right person/get the right job, etc.”

If you are an addict, you must first admit that you have a problem with drugs before any

progress can be made toward recovery. These questions, when honestly approached, may help

to show you how using drugs has made your life unmanageable. Addiction is a disease which,

without recovery, ends in jails, institutions, and death. Many of us came to Narcotics

Anonymous because drugs had stopped doing what we needed them to do. Addiction takes

our pride, self-esteem, family, loved ones, and even our desire to live. If you have not reached

this point in your addiction, you don’t have to. We have found that our own private hell was

within us. If you want help, you can find it in the Fellowship of Narcotics Anonymous.

“We were searching for an answer when we reached out and found Narcotics Anonymous.

We came to our first NA meeting in defeat and didn’t know what to expect. After sitting in a

meeting, or several meetings, we began to feel that people cared and were willing to help.

Although our minds told us that we would never make it, the people in the fellowship gave us

hope by insisting that we could recover. […] Surrounded by fellow addicts, we realized that we

were not alone anymore. Recovery is what happens in our meetings. Our lives are at stake. We

found that by putting recovery first, the program works. We faced three disturbing realizations:

1. We are powerless over addiction and our lives are unmanageable;

2. Although we are not responsible for our disease, we are responsible for our recovery;

3. We can no longer blame people, places, and things for our addiction. We must face our

problems and our feelings.

The ultimate weapon for recovery is the recovering addict.” 1

1 Basic Text, Narcotics Anonymous


 

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